248: My wish is to divorce you
248: My wish is to divorce you
From the moment Qi Jingyan leaned next to her, his body's desire expanded uncontrollably. He just kept trying to restrain it and didn't want to face it.
And Shen Sa's kiss was like playing with fire in his heart, so hot that he instantly lost control. With just one turn, he pressed her under him, ruthlessly grabbing her sweetness.
Even he himself didn't realize why he was so addicted. When he reacted, Sa Sa's pajamas had been taken off halfway, and Shen Sa's face was red, her eyes were looking at him in confusion, and her eyes were filled with moisture. , which made him unable to control himself.
No... you can't touch Sa Sa.
Qi Jingyan stopped himself with difficulty, what qualifications did he have to touch Sa Sa, Sa Sa was clean, and that was not the case for him.
He held her tightly in his arms, wanting to bury her in his body. He knew that after tonight, he would never have such a chance again.
The struggle in his heart seemed to tear him apart, and he backed down again. He didn't want to divorce this girl. Their good life had just begun, and he had been single for so many years, and he didn't want to go back to that kind of hazy life without purpose or ambition. Life is in trouble...
His life has just begun to take off!
Yes, he was rich, a lot of money, and he couldn't get anything he wanted, but he always felt that life was boring. The only reason he persisted before was that he wanted to find the real cause of his parents' death and avenge them.
But since meeting Sa Sa, he has a new goal in life. His goal is to grow up with her and start his own family with her. They will have children. Sa Sa can have as many children as she wants, and then they Let's watch these children grow up together, and we can live a life that is dull but full of spirit.
Such a life was beyond his reach, and he was about to get it, but it was completely ruined because of his carelessness.
The thought of carrying this guilt and hiding it from the world for the rest of his life came to his mind again, making him desperately want to completely indulge in the girl in front of him.
Shen Sa asked softly, "What's wrong with you, uncle?"
"Sa Sa, do you love me?" Qi Jingyan suddenly asked.
Shen Sa didn't know why, but she was already dizzy from her uncle's kiss. She hugged him tightly in a daze and pressed a gentle kiss on his chest: "Of course I love you, I will only love you for the rest of my life." one person."
Qi Jingyan's heart ached as if he had been stabbed hard. It was these words that made him quickly regain his senses.
Sa Sa's feelings for him were pure and flawless, like crystal or diamond, but he was different. No matter whether he had cheated on her heart or not, physical cheating was unforgivable.
He can't be so selfish and tarnish Sa Sa's feelings...
He kissed Shen Sa's hair and ears. Tears rolled down his cheeks and dripped on the quilt, where Shen Sa could not see them.
"Uncle, what about you?" Shen Sa asked softly, "Do you love me?"
Qi Jingyan's breath froze and he said in a deep voice: "Love."
"Then, will you always love me?" Shen Sa asked.
Qi Jingyan tightened his grip on the quilt. He knew that when Sa Sa asked this question, it was time for him to push her away.
He stood up with difficulty, looked at Shen Sa who was confused and dazed in his eyes, bit his lower lip hard, and tasted the smell of blood spreading in his mouth.
"No." Qi Jingyan suddenly replied coldly.
Shen Sa suddenly felt as if cold water had been poured down her head. She looked at the man in front of her in shock who suddenly changed his face - she knew that something had happened in the past two weeks when the uncle was away, and that the uncle had met someone else!
But why?They had just had an intimate relationship!
Seeing Shen Sa's expression of disbelief, Qi Jingyan wished he could raise his hand and slap himself.But his words had been spoken, and from this moment on, there was no turning back.
"Is... is it because of what happened in the past two weeks?" Shen Sa asked in a trembling voice, tears welling up in her eyes.
Qi Jingyan hesitated how to explain. Should he tell the truth?Said he slept with another woman?
But with Sa Sa's appearance, she wouldn't care even if she said that, right?On the contrary, she would generously forgive him. Besides, he also had selfish motives. He didn't want to leave such embarrassing memories for Sa Sa.
He has already hurt her very much. Now that he is getting divorced, can he selfishly retain the last trace of perfection in Sa Sa's heart?
"Yes." Qi Jingyan took a deep breath and answered simply.
"What happened in the past two weeks? Why suddenly..." Shen Sa couldn't continue. She hugged Qi Jingyan's waist tightly and asked with a choked cry, "Uncle, do you want to separate from me? Why did you suddenly say Such words? Did I do something wrong? "
Seeing that the first thing she thought of was self-reflection, Qi Jingyan was really about to collapse. What a bastard he was!
"You didn't do anything wrong, it was me who was wrong." Qi Jingyan gritted his teeth, forcefully opened Shen Sa's hand that was tightly holding the corner of his clothes, and said calmly, "I'm sorry for you."
"What do you mean?" Shen Sa raised her head and looked at him blankly, "I don't mind..."
"It's not what you think. Yes, I don't think I ever want to be with someone until the end. I admit that I liked you and loved you, but I miss the days when I was single even more. You called me a bastard It doesn’t matter whether you say I’m irresponsible or not, I admit it. You can beat me up, no problem! I don’t know how to describe it to you, but... I can’t maintain a marriage.”
"That's the only way?" Shen Sa looked at Qi Jingyan blankly, and at the familiar yet unfamiliar man in front of her. Her mind was spinning rapidly, thinking of ways to save their relationship, "Then I can separate from uncle for a while. I can give you space!"
"You can't give it, I want more." Qi Jingyan was like a sharp, emotionless blade, cutting into Shen Sa's heart over and over again, "In the two weeks we were separated, I felt freer than ever before. That's who I am. The desired state. It is impossible for me to stay with you as strangers in a physical marriage for the rest of my life. This is unfair to you, so I refuse to maintain this relationship any longer."
"But I don't want it!" Shen Sa burst into tears instantly, "How could you do this... you..."
She was trembling with anger, and she was so angry that she wanted to beat the man in front of her!
She is pregnant, does this guy know!She has their child!What should she do if she suddenly wants to separate?How could he be such a devil!
"Sa Sa, I'm sorry." Qi Jingyan took Shen Sa's hand and slapped him hard.
"I don't want... I don't agree to separate from you! You can't separate from me at this time!" Shen Sa burst into tears. Her mind went blank, but she couldn't think of any way to resolve it. She could only try in vain to retain her. .
Qi Jingyan took a deep breath and looked at Shen Sa who was about to collapse, but he felt unexpectedly calm. At this moment, he truly understood what "sorrow is greater than death".
"Do you still remember that you promised me that you would fulfill my wish?"
Qi Jingyan asked.
Shen Sa covered her ears not to listen, she knew, she remembered, but she didn't want to admit it!She didn't want to remember that she had promised her uncle!Because from then on, she had a gut feeling that her uncle was preparing for today!
Seeing her covering her ears and shaking her head desperately, Qi Jingyan firmly grabbed her wrist and forced her to look at him:
"Shen Sa, be strong! You promised me that you would fulfill one of my wishes, didn't you?
"My wish is to divorce you."
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